hey. so my name is lecksie. i am 15 years old. and i rock. haha. not that i am full of myself or anything. i am an emo kid. so if that bugs you... go away. let me cry in my corner all by my angstie self. i used to hate life. but i guess i have just excepted the fact that i have to stick around for the ride. to much fun to miss. haha! so if you dont see fun in your ride... good bye. dont stick around to complain about it. i love music. it is my second favorite thing to do. and it just so happens to be my passion. :] i play guitar. badly, but i play. and i love it with every fiber of my being. my best friend... i have four. chelsea. kirsten. shorty. and jake. they put the color into my faded rainbow. oh yeah. and i am a lesbian. and effin proud f it. i am pretty much a walking rainbow. i will shout from the ground that i stand on... "I am gay and Proud!" of course my aunt is totally against that. haha. she pretty much hates me. my favorite colors are orange blue and green. i am strongly oppinionated. but dont be afraid to talk to me. i love talking. thats my third favorite thing to do. if i am a bitch then please i appologize in advanse. chances are you didnt piss me off on purpose. i just have an extra short fuse. my girlfriend [[krystal]] just broke up with me. (that was fun...except not.) and that sucked hard penei. i rock pretty hard. and given the chance i will pour my heart and soal into a friendship. im not a whore. and i hate it when people judge me. no one really understands what kind of damage hate can do. so love everyone weekness and strength, and maybe our world would stop sucking so fucking bad. haha. i believe in god. i really do. so if youre a gay basher and you made it this far into my ramble about nothing.... dont use god as an excuse for being a close minded begotted asshole. or so help me jesus i will rip you a new asshole. reliogions are stupid. just a way of scareing everyone into following rules from a book (that god himself didnt even write...). i know who ever is up in the sky (i dont know why i buy that, but i do) hears me when i ask for help. there has to be a reason i am here, and that ass hole up there wont tell me what the fuck it is. but i am gonna do my best in figuring that out. 99% of my friends are dudes. only because we can go to the mall and check out chicks together. (sorry i didnt call you mindie) they get me. but only because i dont waste my time wondering if one day i will fall in love.

call me an asshole. say i need a life. say i need a reality check...i dont care. if you took eneugh time out of your busy life to think about poor pathetic meeningless me.... then its you that needs a reality check.

peace and love.
~lecksie rae Cupcake.